Youre not allowed to love me anymore
Did you hear that? Visiting hours are over. Your membership to my mind and body has been revoked. Now go home with your tail between your legs because you don’t get to love me anymore. In fact, you lost that right some time ago. I used to be open 24/7 like some trashy diner or a pharmacy, but that was before everything bad that ever happened and now I’m just closed up for good. Just another thing that’s boarded you up along some disgusting highway. Your name is scrawled over it like graffiti.
There was a time when I accepted everything you said as truth. No questions asked. Why would I? Had you ever given me reason to doubt you? Your presence was always met with vulnerability and openness. I had no control over it. Whenever you would appear, I would be here
her?” Um, no. And the fact that you’re surprised, the fact that you think everything somehow could be okay, makes me more unrelenting in my stance against you, against us. The only power you’ve left with me is the power to reject you. And I’m sure as hell not going to let that one go to waste.
I can cry if I need
to but you can’t stay to watch me, it’s the wrong thing to do.
Cuz I’ll say I love you
And you’ll end up lying and say you love me too
But you need someone different.
I know it
You know it
Everyone knows it.
You need someone different.
I’m a nice girl
I give out second chances like free condoms.
But there is something you don’t know about me.
I’m fucking hood.
I’m no good
And you. You have pushed my buttons too far. If its true. I’m praying to god its not true. But if it’s true, I will fucking hand it to you. You have no idea what I’m capable of. NO IDEA.
I’m fucking crazy and I will hurt you in places you couldn’t be hurt.
I don’t know how someone can be so evil. Do so many evil things. You are a monster. MONSTER.
And I hope that nothing happens to her. Because if anything happens to her, I will……
Just use your imagination.
I don’t want to throw ideas out there
Cuz then they throw out the word “premeditated”.
But just believe me when I say that you can still walk away. Stop hurting other people. Just let me and my family be.
I don’t want to hear about you. See you. Or even find out that it’s true
Because if anything happens to her, best believe I will not be satisfied until you’ve paid everything to me.
You’re a coward. That’s all you’ll ever be
When I asked you if your were scared, you should’ve been.